Something Feels Off

You ever have a feeling that something strange is happening, or about to happen? Over the last couple days, I’ve felt this way.

Over 2 and a half years ago, I was dealing with a specific kind of dispute that involved a number of certain entities. Although the evidence was overwhelming, I never got far when I tried to address the issues. In my opinion, this dispute was a tough one to win especially because our judge was an ex-attorney to the defendant.

It’s been over 2 years since my ex has come around to even see his children. I (as well as others in my home) have tried to reach out to my ex but have found we have been blocked from being able to do so. I was left to try an alternative way to reach out so I sent a piece of mail first class. However, after three attempts of not being able to deliver the piece of mail, it was sent back to me.

I’ve just accepted the fact this certain person has written our kids off completely. No contact. No effort. Behind on support. Nothing. I haven’t heard anything from any forms of the system (entities) telling me to do otherwise. I’ve seen a lot of things happen that shouldn’t have. But have had to learn it’s not about what you know…it’s about who you know!!

The last few days have been weird though. Yesterday, I took my oldest son somewhere, and as I was waiting… someone parked next to me. Then a few minutes later, they pulled out. They then proceeded to park behind me and as I looked out my mirror I noticed them taking pictures of my license plate and my vehicle. I did not know this person. But, When I realized what they were doing I took pictures of their vehicle as well and then I posted it wherever I could asking if anyone knew who it was. It was just so SOOOO strange to me.

Today, I go to the same spot…again waiting for my son and where the other same group of kids (from the day b4) were waiting for their parents and this vehicle or person was nowhere to be seen. When my son and I arrived to a different (familiar) place today, I noticed a camera and a microphone that was set up where we woul normally park.

I can’t help but wonder if somehow these things are oddly linked together. I don’t know why they would be. But. It still feels so so strange to me and feels like it could be. I have definitely paid close attention to my surroundings and I will def continue to even more from now on.

I just wonder if anyone else has dealt with such behavior before and if so, what was it about?! It’s a very strange world that we live in!